Lost time (busy and forgotten)

WOW!!! Reading back on all of my old blogs I realize - one... they stopped just when things were changing and getting good, and two... I was one depressed and lonely kid that really needed to go see a counselor even if I didn't want to and was too hard headed and prideful to go. I really hope that I have changed since then (I think I have). I just need to follow what God wants for my life and be willing to let go of everything and rely on Him. I just have another dilemma: what do I want to do with my life? Medical school or PA school... or something I don't know yet?